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2012

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Stephanie de Winter

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2012

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Publié par

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Date de parution

21 décembre 2012

Nombre de lectures

EAN13

9781907203534

Langue

English

This debut novel is truly inspiring. Beautifully written in simple language, the author shows us a way to live free of fear. Indigo is tired of conflict with her partner and her. But then a quiet voice within begins to demand change; intense dreams and synchronicities show her an alternative path. Indigo begins a journey into the unknown exploring her own spirituality. This book vibrates with positive energy.

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Publié par

Andrews UK

Date de parution

21 décembre 2012

EAN13

9781907203534

Langue

English

Contents

Front Matter ..................................................... 3 Title Page ..................................................... 3 Publiser Information ................................... 4 Dedication ................................................... 5 Acknowledgements ........................................ 6 About te Autor .......................................... 7

ïndîgo Awakes ................................................... 8 Going Nowere............................................. 8 Descending ................................................. 14 Final Warning ............................................ 20 he Message................................................ 29 he Journey Begins...................................... 36 Across te Border......................................... 42 Moving Up................................................. 52 Initiation ................................................... 59 he Healing Begins ..................................... 70 Running On............................................... 77 Retreat ....................................................... 88 Casting Out ............................................. 102 At One..................................................... 110 A New Life............................................... 115

Back Matter .................................................. 125 Also Available........................................... 125

INDIGO AWAKES

One Woman’s Journey From Abuse To Spirituality

By Stepanie de Winter

Publiser Information

ïndîgo Awakes pubîsed în 2012 by Andrews UK îmîted www.andrewsuk.com

hîs book îs sod subject to te condîtîon tat ît sa not, by way o trade or oterwîse, be ent, resod, îred out or oterwîse cîrcuated wîtout te pubîser’s prîor wrîtten consent în any orm o bîndîng or cover oter tan tat în wîc ît îs pubîsed, and wîtout a sîmîar condîtîon beîng împosed on te subsequent purcaser.

he rîgt o Stepanîe de Wînter to be îdentîIed as autor o tîs book as been asserted în accordance wît sectîon 77 and 78 o te Copyrîgts Desîgns and Patents Act 1988.

To my wonderful cildren Tara and Krystian, to my moter Kay and to te memory of my fater Frederick and is blue typewriter.

Acknowledgements

hank you, Kay Jonson, or your encouragement over te years and or takîng so muc tîme to read and edît tîs book. ï aso tank Engîs teacers îz Wîtam and Betty Cavendîs or teîr posîtîve înput, Jî Aen and Proessor Peter Mercant or beîevîng în my abîîty, my cousîn and rîend Pau Connoy wo înspîred me wîtout knowîng ît, Nîge Peace at oca egend or îs advîce and or beîevîng în me, and Stepane Burton, my Reîkî Master and rîend, wo saved me durîng a tîme o crîsîs.

About te Autor

Stepanîe de Wînter wrîtes rom er ome în East otîan were se îves wît er two cîdren. Se as recenty dîscovered Reîkî and îs earnîng te art o spîrîtua eaîng. ïndîgo Awakes îs er debut nove and se îs now wrîtîng a seque.

Going Nowere

Screams o terror rîpped troug te darkness. ïndîgo awoke wît a start. An îcy cî sot troug er. he screamîng was îg-pîtced and prîmîtîve. Jerkîng up-wards, se attempted to sît up, desperate to awaken uy; but sometîng ad od o er aîr, tuggîng ît, pînnîng er to te bed. he srî sound întensîIed. Fear grîpped er în îts vîce-îke skeeta cutces, sootîng to er bowes. Her ears and troat urt and suddeny se reaîsed tat te dreadu screams were er own. he dîgîts o te cock gowed red în te darkness readîng 4 a.m. and, as reaîsatîon dawned, te screams ceased. Sense prevaîed. Anoter nîgtmare ad vîsîted er and se ad been yîng on er ong dark aîr. Wrîggîng rom te constraînts o er restess seep, se Lîcked on te sîde îgt, starîng manîcay înto te gow. Cammy skîn saturated în a cod sweat, er wîd ammerîng eart beatîng at an exposîve speed. Feeîng battered and exausted, se ay back on te sot wîte pump pîows îke a convaescîng patîent, aowîng er mînd to drît back to te dream tat ad terrîIed er.

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ït ad been nîgt-tîme and te sky was a dark mîdnîgt bue. A smatterîng o wîspy couds partîay bocked te a-moon rom tîme to tîme. ïndîgo was runnîng aong a pat at te sîde o a Ied near er ome. Dark green eaves rusted to er rîgt and sîver prîcky barbed wîre gînted în te moonîgt to te et. he Ied was u o sadowy back orses and se coud ee energy sur-roundîng er. A sensatîon began to buîd în er ands, înîtîay te sîze o a tennîs ba, îke a uge orce sweîng, growîng arger. ït was as toug se was cuppîng sometîng poweru. Frîgtened,

se ganced beînd er. Sometîng was oowîng er, casîng er. A presence tat se coudn’t see but knew was tere. Se awoke wît a start, or so se tougt, but coudn’t Ind er amp. eapîng out o bed, se rused to te maîn îgt swîtc on te ar wa. Turnîng, ïndîgo saw erse yîng în bed ast aseep, pae and peaceu but empty o îe-orce, wît ong dark aîr spread over te wîte pîowcase. For a moment se et upset tat se’d dîed and a sînkîng eeîng o dîsappoîntment engued er. Se adn’t done a te tîngs se wanted to do yet. ïndîgo wasn’t ready to dîe. A practîca camness descended teîng er tat se was în te wrong pace and soud return to er body. Se tîptoed back to te bed.

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Se awoke propery tîs tîme, screamîng. ïn te dream se ad been cam about te out-o-body experîence, but er wakîng conscîousness ad a dîferent perspectîve on ît. he darkness o te nîgt outsîde enveoped te saety o er ît cocoon and se ay însîde te brîîant wîte bubbe eeîng exausted. hese requent nîgtmares ad et er eeîng tîred, restess and anxîous te next day. However se’d aways been abe to put tem to te back o er mînd and carry on wît te monotony o daîy îe. But tîs experîence ad been dîferent and ît reay botered er. Seeîng erse yîng tere, stî aîry young and beautîu, but dead, ad dîsturbed er. Obvîousy se’d soon reaîsed tat se was aîve but tose ew seconds ad made an împact. Mîke’s sîde o te bed was cod and empty îke teîr reatîonsîp. Mîke, er partner o te ast our years, ad gone to a poker nîgt. he group o rîends met every oter hursday în Asord, payîng cards, drînkîng uge quantîtîes o wîsky, beore staggerîng back to te our-bedroom baceor pad beongîng to Jef, one o te payers. But ïndîgo was reîeved by te break rom îm. Se’d moved în wît îm tree monts beore and regretted te decîsîon amost daîy. Durîng tat tîme se earned tat Mîke was not an easy man

to îve wît. He drank eavîy în te evenîngs wîc made îm argumentatîve and e oten e aseep în ront o te teevîsîon. He was moody, eîter grumpy or abstracted but sedom ceeru. Hîs eeîngs o jeaousy ad încreased wît requent and unreasonabe accusatîons. However, tere was an adjustment perîod or coupes movîng în togeter or te Irst tîme. ïndîgo was determîned at east to try and adjust. Her mobîe “pone beeped as se rused up te steps o te ta împersona grey oice buîdîng were se ad worked or te past year. Sîtuated down a sîde road just of Canterbury town centre, ît was a convenîent ocatîon. Umbrea and andbag în one and, se rummaged troug te îdden depts o er eater bag searcîng or er “pone. he sky darkened and raîn began to pet onto er umbrea, rîcocetîng of te ground and soakîng er ankes and eet. “Hî Babe. Meetîng rîends down rom Yorks tonîgt în town or dînner. Fancy ît?” “Good God,” ïndîgo saîd out oud. hey rarey socîaîsed wît îs rîends, especîay te ones rom îs ome town în Yorksîre. He saîd e preerred to spend tîme aone wît er. ïndîgo re-read te text. Yes, se ad read ît correcty. Appreensîon grîpped er. Wat î se ad notîng to say to anyone, or tey tougt tat se was du or ugy? Se ad been desperate to be întegrated înto îs cîrce o rîends, but now tat ît was Inay appenîng se wasn’t sure î ît was wat se wanted. ïndîgo’s mînd scanned te contents o er wardrobe. Se’d wear sometîng sexy but sopîstîcated. Her îtte back dress wît back patorm soes and er ruby ake ur jacket. On te upsîde, er voatîe empoyer Jeremy Cîford-Amos was away or a week on oîday, sunnîng îmse în Spaîn wît îs atest gîrrîend. hereore tere woud ony be te two o tem în te oice. Jeremy woud be expectîng an emaî rom er at 8.55 a.m. wîsîng îm good mornîng. ït was aready tree mînutes ate. Runnîng up te staîrs, se burst înto te oice. Janey, te quantîty

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