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This collection published 2011
Copyright Payal Gidwani Tiwari 2011 Translated by Dr. Sudhir Dixit
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djhuk diwj
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lSQ vyh [+kku
^eq>s yxrk gS] tSls ik;y dsoy esjh izf'k{kd gh ugha] cfYd esjh bl ;k=k dk fgLlk gSA mldh cnkSyr gh eSa thou ds izfr vf kd laiw.kZrkoknh uhfr [kkst ikbZ gw A og cgqr gh vPNh izf'k{kd gS vkSj mlus gj fnu viuk loZJs"B izn'kZu djus esa esjh enn dh gSA*
jkuh eq[kthZ
^ik;y dk ;ksx esjs thou esa vkus okyh loZJs"B pht gSA eSa dqN gh le; ls ;ksxkH;kl dj jgh gw vkSj blus esjh thou'kSyh esa peRdkj dj fn;k gSA ik;y vkSj mlds ifr euh"k ls ;ksx lh[kus dh iwjh izf ;k ls eq>s cgqr Q k;nk gqvk gSA mlds fl[kk, rjhd s ls ;ksxkH;kl djus ij vkidk 'kjhj t jk Hkh ugha Fkdrk vkSj eu esa j kh Hkj Hkh ruko ugha jgrkA ;ksx lh[kus ds ckn esjk 'kjhj pqLr vkSj Q qrhZyk jgrk gSA ;gh ugha] esjk eu Hkh iwjh rjg 'kkar jgrk gSA ;ksx ds ifj.kke ns[kdj eSa bruh [+kq'k gw fd eSaus vius cPpksa dks Hkh ;ksx fl[kk fn;k gSA*
Jhnsoh diwj
^ik;y cgqr gh ldkjkRed balku gS] tks ;ksx vkSj O;k;ke dks csgn vkuannk;d vuqHko cuk nsrh gSA ik;y tSlh izf'k{kd ikuk fdlh dfj'es ls de ugha gSA*
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^ik;y csgrjhu izf'k{kd gSA ;ksx fl[kkdj mlus esjk thou cny fn;k!*
ve`rk vjksjk ykM+d
^eq>s ik;y ds lkFk ;ksx djuk cgqr ilan gSA og vkxs c +us ds fy, t ksj yxkrh gS] ysfdu ges'kk vPNs rjhd s lsA O;k;ke djus vkSj djrs jgus ds fy, vkidks FkksM+h izsj.kk dh t :jr gksrh gSA mlds lkFk O;k;ke djuss ds ckn eSa csgrjhu vkSj T+;knk tkZoku eglwl djrh gw ] D;ksafd blesa vk ;kfRedrk vkSj O;k;ke dk lqanj feJ.k gSA*
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rq"kkj diwj
^eq>s ik;y ds lkFk O;k;ke djuk ilan gS] D;ksafd gj O;k;ke fcydqy gh vyx fn[krk gSA ik;y ds lkFk O;k;ke djus ds ckn eq>s dHkh Fkdku eglwl ugha gksrhA cfYd esjs Hkhrj u, fnu ds iwjh LQwfrZ Hkj tkrh gSA ik;y vkidks vkidh lhekvksa ls vkxs ys tkus ds fy, iwjk t ksj yxkrh gS vkSj esgur djus ds fy, izksRlkfgr djrh gSA eq>s yxrk gS fd ;gh og lcls cM+k Q dZ gS] tks csgrjhu ;ksx izf'k{kd dks lk/kkj.k ;ksx izf'k{kd ls vyx djrk gSA vc eSa T+;knk ls T+;knk ;ksxkH;kl djus ds fy, mRlqd jgrh gw A*
ekfj;k xksjsVh
^ik;y cgqr gh fu"Bkoku vkSj fo'oluh; izf'k{kd gSA oks u dsoy cgqr tks'kyh gS] cfYd eupkgs ifj.kke nsus dk rjhd k Hkh tkurh gSA*
V~;wfyi tks'kh
^ik;y ds lw;Z ueLdkj fdlh tknw tSls gSaA tc Hkh eSa ns'k ds ckgj gksrh gw vkSj esjs ikl O;k;ke djus dk le; ugha gksrk] rks eSa lqcg 50 lw;Z ueLdkj dj ysrh gw A blesa eq>s cl 20 feuV dk le; yxrk gS] ysfdu Q k;nk cgqr gksrk gS] D;ksafd eSa iwjh NqfV~V;ksa esa fcfduh igu ldrh gw A 20 feuV ds lw;Z ueLdkj dh cnkSyr esjk [kkuk rst h ls iprk gS vkSj esjk 'kjhj fo"kSys rRoksa ls eqDr jgrk gSA kU;okn ik;y] tks rqeus eq>s [+kq'kh ds lkFk lSj likVk djus dk rjhd k fl[kk;k!*
t+ksvk eksjkuh
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lcls igys rks eSa loZ'kfDreku ije firk dks kU;okn nsuk pkgrh gw fd bl iqLrd ds ek ;e ls mUgksaus eq>s lalkj rd igq pus dk fufe k cuk;kA
eSa fQ Ye m|ksx ds vius e'kgwj ;ksx izf'k{kqvksa dh Hkh vkHkkjh gw ] ftUgksaus viuk d herh le; fudkydj vius fopkj] lykg vkSj vuqHko crk,] bl iqLrd ds fy, rLohjsa f[kapkb vkSj vius fiz; ikBdksa dks viuh O;k;ke fnup;kZ crkus dh vuqefr nhA
esjh izf'k{kd lqfpar dkSj lks +h] ofj"B ;ksx xq#] dSoY; kke yksukoyk dks cgqr cgqr kU;okn] ftUgksaus bl iqLrd ds ckjs esa viuh ewY;oku jk; nhA
eSa vius fo|kfFkZ;ksa dh Hkh vkHkkjh gw ] ftUgksaus bl iqLrd ds fy[ks tkus ds nkSjku d{kk esa esjh vfu;fer mifLFkfr dks lgk vkSj rgsfny ls viuk leFkZu fn;kA
esjh ppsjh cgu ,drk eksgukuh dkejk dks kU;okn] ftlus iqLrd esa izdkf'kr ;ksx rLohjksa dh ekWMy cuus dk mnkj izLrko j[kkA
esjh lcls vPNh lgsyh vkSj ekuo lalk/ku izca/kd gsekyh iatkch vkSj esjs LVwfM;ks dkWfLed +;wt u ds izf'k{kdksa o deZpkfj;ksa dks] ftUgksaus iqLrd fy[kus ds nkSjku esjh vuqifLFkfr esa bls cgqr vPNh rjg l HkkykA
eSa vius lkl llqj ds izksRlkgu ds fy, Hkh vkHkkjh gw A tc eSa mudh lkykuk ;k=k ij muds lkFk i;kZIr le; ugha fcrk ikbZ] rks mUgksaus bls cM+h le> cw> ls fy;kA
esjs HkkbZ lkfgy] HkkHkh ehr] eEeh (esjh ukuh)] MSMh (esjs LoxhZ; nknkth) vkSj esjs lHkh fj'rsnkjksa esjh cqvk] QwQk] ppsjs HkkbZ cguksa dks] ftUgksaus bl iqLrd lfgr ckd h lHkh dkeksa esa Hkh ges'kk esjk lkFk fn;kA
esjs ckophZ NksVw dks Hkh kU;okn] tks bl iqLrd ds fy[ks tkus ds nkSjku ge lHkh dks vPNh rjg f[kykrk fiykrk jgkA esjs M kbolZ bejku vkSj jkts'k dks Hkh kU;okn] tks esjh t :jr ds le; gj iy ekStwn jgsA
eSa viuh laiknd feyh ,s'o;kZ dh Hkh vkHkkjh gw ] ftuds fcuk ;g iqLrd vius orZeku Lo:i esa dHkh ugha vk ikrhA
vkSj var esa eSa vius ifr euh"k dh vkHkkjh gw ] tks esjs fy, thou esa lcls egRoiw.kZ balku gSa vkSj ftuds fcuk ;g iqLrd rFkk esjh ft anxh nksuksa gh v kwjh jgrhaA
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vxj eSa vkils iwNw fd vkids thou ds lcls lq[kn fnu dkSu ls Fks] rks vkiesa ls vf/kdrj dk tokc gksxk % Ldwy ds fnuA D;k vkius dHkh bl ckjs esa lkspk gS fd ,slk D;ksa gS\ ge ges'kk vius cpiu dks lq[kn D;ksa ekurs gSa\ D;k ,slk blfy, gS] D;ksafd rc ge ij dksbZ ft Eesnkjh ugha Fkh ;k gekjs thou esa bruh T+;knk izfrLi kkZ ugha Fkh\ ugha] ,slk fcydqy ugha gS! Ldwy esa Hkh gesa cgqr lh pht ksa dh fpark djuh iM+rh Fkh] tSls ijh{kk esa vPNs vad ykuk] [ksydwn dh izfrLi kkZvksa esa fgLlk ysuk vkSj ikB~;ksRrj xfrfof k;ksa dh rS;kjh djukA gesa vius nksLrksa ds lewg ds ncko dk lkeuk djuk iM+rk Fkk] HkkbZ cguksa ls gekjh yxkrkj rqyuk gksrh jgrh Fkh] lhfu;lZ gesa lrkrs Fks vkSj bu lcds vykok ?kj ij Hkh cgqr lh leL;kvksa dk lkeuk djuk iM+rk FkkA rks fQj Q dZ D;k Fkk\ tokc Li"V gSA ,slk blfy, gS] D;ksafd rc ge viuk T+;knkrj le; [ksyus dwnus vkSj nkSM+us Hkkxus esa yxkrs FksA
cM+s gksus ij gekjs dke vkSj ft Eesnkfj;k c + tkrh gSa] ysfdu bl izf ;k esa ge vius 'kjhj dks ut jvankt djus yxrs gSaA gekjs ikl yk[kksa phtksa dh fpark gksrh gS] pkgs os gekjs dSfj;j ls lacaf kr gksa ;k fQj izse izlax] ifjokj] lekt] ku] vksgns vkfn ds ckjs esa gksaA bl nkSjku ge vDlj [ksyus ;k O;k;ke djus dk le; fudkyuk Hkwy tkrs gSaa vkSj ;d hu ekusa] ;gh gekjh LokLF; laca kh leL;kvksa dk lcls cM+k dkj.k gSA
Ldwy esa esjh lgsfy;k eq>s ^jcj cSaM* dgrh Fkha] D;ksafd eSa vius 'kjhj dks eupkgs ax ls ?kqek vkSj ejksM+ ldrh FkhA t kfgj gS] cM+s gksus ij ;g izfrHkk ;ksx ds {ks= esa cM+s dke vkbZA ysfdu Ldwy dh i +kbZ fy[kkbZ esa eSa [+kkl izfrHkk'kkyh ugha FkhA esjk eu rks [ksyksa esa gh jek jgrk Fkk] [+kkl rkSj ij ,FkysfVDl yach dwn] ph dwn] 'kkWVZ iqV ;k tSofyu esaA eSa dHkh fdrkch dhM+k ugha jgh vkSj ikB~;ksRrj xfrfof k;ksa esa gh vOoy jghA eq>s ;kn gS fd tc eSa xehZ dh NqfV~V;ksa esa ekrk firk ds ckanzk (eqacbZ) fLFkr ?kj vkrh Fkh] rks 'kkWV~lZ igudj pkjksa vksj dh yku ij ij uhps nkSM+rh jgrh FkhA [ksydwn esa eq>s ges'kk , Iyl xzsM feyrk Fkk vkSj tc eq>s Ldwy esa 'kkjhfjd f'k{kk dk izhQ sDV cuk;k x;k] rks fdlh dks dksbZ gSjkuh ugha gqbZA
Ldwy dkWyst dh i +kbZ ds ckn dSfj;j pquus dh ckjh vkbZA ml le; 'kkjhfjd izf'k{k.k dSfj;j dk yksdfiz; fodYi ugha FkkA yksx fQ Vusl fo'ks"kKksa ds uke ugha tkurs Fks vkSj mudh la[;k Hkh fxuh pquh gh FkhA blfy, eSaus baVhfj;j fMt kbfuax dk izf'k{k.k fy;k] ftls vf/kd lqjf{kr is'kk le>k tkrk FkkA eSaus dqN ifj;kstuk, lQyrkiwoZd iwjh Hkh dj yha] ysfdu muls eq>s fnyh [+kq'kh ugha feyhA eq>s ,slk eglwl gqvk] tSls fdlh pht dh deh gS vkSj rc eSaus lkspk fd eq>s ogh dke djuk pkfg,] ftlesa eq>s lcls T+;knk vkuan vkrk FkkA eSa viuh izfrHkk dks is'ks esa rCnhy djus ds ckjs e